Please dont remind me.
I mess up a lot.
I dont believe in a lot of things. Paranoid, perhaps.
Sometimes i feel like i'm invisible.
But when i'm in someone's attention, i want them to not see me. Because they can't, really.
I'm in the wrong place.
But, what's the right place ?
I can take on only so much hurt.
But I can't bear the pain of losing. .
I have a mask on.
But who doesn't ?
I'm drowning, falling, waiting.
For what ?
I don't know.
I really don't.