Words cannot express the pain when your heart is crushed :)

Taktahulah, awak nk cover je ke ape ke,
Still, the fact remains same.

Sy bukan awk punye dah, awk pon bukan sy punye dah.

End.

Supposedly insignificant. Supposedly secure.

I used to not care. And suddenly, every damn single thing you do is significant.
Wtf is wrong with me ?

So I had talkdown with myself. I'm letting go.
My therapy : Something wrong - Pain - Breathe in, Breathe out - Patience - Fake a smile

If it's not meant to be, then the world is waiting, right ?

Just so you know, it doesnt mean i stopped loving you.
It means, I love you so much, and thanks to that, I've finally started to love myself.

Breathe.

He Is We - Skip To The Good Part :D

 #SkipToTheGoodPart EP releasing on Dec 20th :)

I never thought I'd find the hands to hold my heart
Whaddya know? We'll skip to the good part
Where we are here and now
What's to come, oh butterflies
I hope these words will give you something to hold onto

I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part

With a kiss, the eyes have gotten everyone say this
"you're my all", cliches I thought I'd
I fall so hard so fast
Based on my past, first love and last
Ring slips on, my eyes are on you

I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part

It hurt when my heart broke for the first time
Kinda shocked that I'm alright
Made you mine now it's time to realize
That I'm never going back, no I'm never going back
To the girl that lacked faith in romance
I'm done let's dance
Keep it up- take a chance
I'm yours
I'm all yours

I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part

Take my hand and lets get away from this place
Your face is the only thing that I need to be truly happy x3
I'm so ready
I'm so ready

Oh, I'll Be The One Who'll Break My Heart

Howdy partners :D

So i havent written in a while now. If there's anyone out there reading, my apologies to you. #ceywahbajethawtlak. hehe Joke Joke. I knoww, i sound like a snob. heee

I am currently writing - typing ? - on my sis's bed in our new house. At.. umm Pantai Tok Jembal.
Err, i dont know our address yet. Haha wasnt very much up to knowing everything about this place. I moved here kicking and screaming. Ok not literally. -__-

Anywhoo, I still havent warmed up to the idea of living here. I mean, come onnn, it's a half an hour to the town. And i'm so far from my favourite beach. :(  The beach here is pretty, yes. But in the evening, it is swarmed with people from the nearby university - UMT (i wont bother trying to remember what it stands for, im pretty sure it's simple but i just couldnt be bothered) - and believe me, i dont know them, or have seen their faces, but i hate their guts out. hahaha hater alert.
Sorry, shouldnt hate all of them, i know. But the fact that some of them act like the road is theirs just pisses me off. I mean, they're literally walking right in the middle of the road in groups of threes or more. I'll be like driving and just barely stopping myself from sounding the honk and get the pleasure of giving the death stare at their shocked faces.
Everytime I have to use that road, I'll be grumbling to myself.
Ex ;
"OMG get out of the -tuuuttt- way ! Who the -tuuuttt- do they think they are ?"
"Kalau aku langgar korang, korang yg jadi orang penyet. Aku naek Triton, kete aku besoorrr."
"Aku langgar kang kau, lenggang2 depan aku. Ape tengok2 ? Igt pmpuan dok reti bwk kete besor ke haa ?"

And more.

Hehe. I have quite a temper nowadays. Heeheee -__-

Ok enough crapping about people who think they're bigger than my ride. HAHA #biatchalert

The wind here is super strong and cold. I mean i literally have to put on my sweater in the morning and night if i need to go out.
It's so dark, because my area doesnt have street lights yet.
It's quiet because in the row my house is, there's only 3 house with life in it. Andd, the house behind and next to my house are empty. -_-
What's worse, there are 'anjing hutan' around here. - I dont know about you, but a wolf's image comes to my mind when i hear that word. HAHA

Okay i have ranted enough. More crap coming soon :D

To Be Juliet's Secret - Only If You Will Too

If the stars're mine I'd trade them all all for a smile,
cause nothing lights me up at night like you.
And I was just thinking that maybe you could stay a while to kill the time.
A second thought let's just make tonight as if it were our last,
because this time between has been killing me so well,
and I might not make it out next time.

I never thought that you could catch me,
so well by only singing verse one.
And I found myself humming along,
as you scream the chorus my way.
By the time the bridge comes along
I swear, I'll know where we're going

Into the outro I'll hold you so tight,
while we finish the sing along.
But you're notes will take the both of us
because without, neither could carry a tune.

You lean in close to whisper,
that when I'm done to let people pass by.
But baby I never planned to ever stop singing for you.
And if this night would let us, it would never end.

If you promise that you'll never stop singing the chorus,
then I promise we can leave the breakdown out. (x2)

If you promise that you'll never stop singing the chorus,
(If the stars are mine I'd trade them all)
rhen I promise we can leave the breakdown out.
(cause nothing lights me up like you.)
If you promise that you'll never stop singing the chorus,
(And maybe you could stay just a little longer)
then I promise we can leave the breakdown out.
(Then maybe tonight would be the best we've ever dreamed)

If you promise we can make tonight the best we've ever dreamed,
then I promise we can make tonight the best we've ever dreamed.
The best we've ever dreamed.
The best we've ever dreamed.