that if i lose him,
i'd be so broken, it's almost impossible to piece myself together again.
i've given you my heart.
it was not easy.
i've never done that before, so willingly entrust my heart, to someone.
it's been jabbed at, clawed at, hit, so it cracked.
but in your hands now,
you could break it, smash it into little pieces til i can hardly breath.
but, i'm freeing myself of this. - so ive told myself so many times.