i dont know.
i've been asking myself since it started.
i can't answer myself.
the bits of me are all over the place.
i'm a mess.
my mind tells me tales.
my heart can't say the truth.
i believe i really care. that i do.
i smile when i think of you,
i grin at the memories,
i feel happy just by the sight of your name,
so what happened?
it hurts that this is happening.
time, heal me.