runaway brides:)

it was supposed to be chemy class.
but mase msuk kelas ngn tirah, the mod math tcher slowly masok lam class too.
erk ?
cheahh yanie natiq sampai, ikot diorg nk cabut lari ;D
cekgu pandang pelik jepp -_-"
i'm not bad, nakkal jep. heheh,
plus, mod math tcher tuh dun like geng2 nehh. hehehh * alasan !
diorg2 pon call kwn diorg suh pick up.
mne ade ramai. 7 org jepp yg skipping2 neh. 5e2 4 org, 5e3 3 org. ;)
we waited at some kampong house for an hour or so.
and when our ride came, himpit2 nk masok lam kete myvi tuhh. hahaaa. muat la !
yeahh i duk atas riba madiee, soryy madiee sygg, i berat, i taw x) tp skejap jew kann ^^
we dropped fatin off at her house.
oh and sorg g blek tusyen.
at first plan nk hang out ngn diorg skali,
tapii, kpale ku trase berdenyut2. mate pon beratt..
eheh, balek tdo sat. 
woke up, hadap laptop ahh. sampai skg ;D


hehehh, i love these moments < 3
 

to do list :)

i just thought that it would be a good idea to list down things i need to keep straight.

Top on the list !

exams !!
i have got to put up my game. i mean seriously ?? still fooling around as if the big SPM aint looming above my head?
sheesh.

Next.

Grade 7 exam !!
haiyoo!
the date is getting wayyy closer.
and i havent even perfected my scales. my pieces still sound like someone crying. -_-"

More?

ehh ! control ! less online, less texting, less daydreaming, less sleeping.
oh oh !
less eating ! i am like totally obese now !

Anything else ?

uhh,
wish me luck in keeping to my road !
sidetracks are almost too tempting you know.

So here's a lil whatnot.

Do you think people can actually be really cruel?
It could very well be true but there's always a part of you that would say, nawhh, they have some good somewhere in there.
Really? 
I recently learned that people are cruel when they want to feel that sense of control. People always want things to got their way in the end.
We are now in an era where self-ishness is really a must to survive.
However, is a lil compassion that difficult? is kindness and a care for others' feelings a struggle to give?
So yes,
people can be cruel.
They just think they are always right. 

weyhh ape neh ape neh ?!

weyhh seriously !
ko pehal dowhh ?!
deranged kowt, ke mmg syok sndri?
ble mase aku ade pape ngn ko?!
tak hingin akuh !!

away with you !


moron, silly, stupid person !


amek kau, many2 exclamation marks in one post. !!

that's when i, i, i look at you..

eh eh eh ! i'm soo into that song now !
why? lyrics dye sweeeeettt dowhhh !
sh!t angau dah ifa. ;)
nk dedicate kat awk leyh x leyh x? hahaa, saje jep. x mkne pape ponn. saje aje.
eh how many times i have to says saje je??
hee~ screw that.
ilyt.

hahaa
smlm ifa bengang. small matter jep. but i get pissed easily nowadays.
what to do~ SPMer kannn ;D
what annoyed me?
org salah timing nk cari pasal ngn ifa neh.
kan ifa dah sembur. XD


so hari ne~
anything interesting?
takde ponn. biase jepp.
basoh khemah time bm.
oral bi bdak laki lawakk. congratz ! mrk amat talented with the hard work they put in. ;)
evening ade this kursus care nk input data.
believe me, i learnt like nil about it.
when the guy talked, my mind was waayyy over in Wonderland and later, of coz, with a pencil, rubber and paper in front of me, conteng2 ahh ;)


haaa, yg happening nye is,
-drum rolls-
we totally went for a ride in aina nadiah's car !
she drove duhhh, ade license P kann! bapak excited dowhh ktorg !
hahaa!

fatifah !!
cepat la dapat license hang tuhh ! ily superAzie! :D

we mix it up, no answer.

camping perdana officially ended yesterday !
and with happy hearts we went home. ceyhh konon.
happy heart sbb nk balik. :D

it was a great experience i guess.
plus brsame2 diorg2 band yg amatt best. mmg asyik ade bnde lawak jepp mse borak2. =]

our campsite was by the sea. when we first got there, i was like, waaa, bestnye air !
rse cam nk terjun tros.mwahaha~
tp moral down sket ahh mse bhgi2 kwsn tuh ktorg dpt tmpt yg x bez mne. kuang3
performance ktorg agak serabot tp gempakk la jugakk. x)
tp x menangg :( bg kat org berchentaa la pulakk. hahahh, ceyh, kes sour grapes ;)
2nd night laa the worst part of the camp. HUJANN! lebat pulak tuhh !
air masok khemahh bout 2 am. we were this group of soaked and totally tired+grumpy people.
at last, we slept kat pondok makan cekgu2. atas krusi pulak tu. lengoh laa satu badan.
ade la kayak + swimming, partner kayak - kelid :)
next day, balek laa. takde bnde dahh.
did i mention that i was bitten by semut api or semut gatal or wateva other names the bloody ants have.smpi skg bengkak. saket dowhh x(
so camping ended
. 
this morning ade show for swimathon marang.
ohh my eyes ! hahaa, dosa2. XD

ohh last evening, i didnt know where i lost my head.
but i did, and tetbe ade courage, ceyhh, ne mcm influenced by truth box mse tepi pantai tuh. hahaa..
but before that, segan yg berlimpah2 ahh. it was an awkward yet memorable thing for me.
so i said what was on my mind and in my freaking heart. -oh jiwangg crap! :)

what's left is time, and that's for the words exchanged between you and i. x)

next event :

MIDYEAR EXAM!

focus darl~

ooo shocker.

ehh x shocking ponn.
terkezut sikeettt jepp.
haa, tomorrow~
i'll be off to god-knows-where hutann kat merang or smtg.
dhla keadaan tdk mengizinkan,
tula, gedik sgt nk pegy!
hahaa, tkpe2. experience..
ye ahh, if things were different, leyh KOT g  cmpg mse form4.
tp kann, thinking back,
i am happy with my life here even with all the bittersweet memories.
tp ifa sedeyhh. igt balek last year yg happening.
this year, one by one problems dtg mnjenguk otak. x tahan raser.
i thought i was stronger, tp naek darah one second, another second nanges.
weyhh budu la ifa!
i'd like to take the opportunity to thank najaa for lending me her shoulder for a second, and aziema who tried to come and see if i was still being pathetic. hihiii~ lpas nanges tu baru rse lapang dada taww. hehehh

tkpelaa, forget ifa forget !

focus focus! you know your direction eventhough it's a little hazy.


okeyy, it's time to face total nature !
doakan keselamatan kami semua :)
 

are you aware of this?

oh exam's are all connering me.
damn damn damn.
how did all those geniuses study??

i have to stop relaxing and start stressing - and only on studies, nothing else.
serious, stressing on other kinds of drama set up from all those oh-so-dramatic people are a total waste of time and just a total pain duh.
and stop hoping with your heart, you know how it hurts when all is lost.
x gune laa ko saket hati ifa. let it go. you have a life.
and stop cursing ! jage mulut wuu!!
and those another-5-minutes-lah have got to stop !

another thing,
weyhh! mentang2 takde miss lim,
piano exam dalam 3 bulan lagik,
pieces hancur lagi??
nak kne ade cekgu baling buku and tengking kat hang cam miss lim tuh ke??
serious sh!t !!
scales pon like hell so weakk ! konon nak at least merit, sheeshh!

i would like to comment a little,
hari tu kat durian burong ade like a thousand idiots on bikes.
they totally block the road as if they own it, jam laa sebatuu kat ctu.
diorg racing lepas 4 org skali, pstu another line.
apelaa diorg dpt..
pmpuan? lepas ko kalah org laen lak dpt.
duit? ko habeskn kat minyak yg ko gune td gakk. minyak mahalla skg weyhh!
siyes, mcm a whole riding skool tga racing. takot wuu!
mslhnye, motor yg biase2 tuh jep.
klu motor harley davidson baru kagumm. -i likee--
 polis pulak, tak tahu ekh ade bnde gni.
come to think of it, ifa pon tktaw.
igt kat batu burok tuh terok. ishk3, katak bawah baldi tolla hang ifa. ;)

ehh, i just wasted more time.
essay est tak siap lagikk!!
later tuanpuan. muahxx!