no one is sure of their future. yes they plan and swear they wont sway, but no one is positively sure, that they would stumble upon something they just had to stop and stare, gawk, or admire.
no one, i tell you, is sure of what they will become.
all we can do is plan, and hope.
in my part,
i have this vague image in my mind, but i know, that some little details, might not just come through.
it's not called being paranoid,
it's called being realistic.
:)
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
when the sadness engulfs you
hey everybody ! ;)
yes ive disappeared fr quite a bit now. the more bored i get, the lesser i write. weird, time tga busy2 tuh, nk jee tulis smtg kat blog neh.
em, blogging is slowly dying i think. haha. yelaahh. yg generasi yg suke blogging smue tga busy ngn studies nowadays kot. ;D
anddd speaking of studies, ive now a path that is certainly mine to be taken ahead of me.
UIA - Foundation studies. in PJ ! and hopefully stays in PJ -_-"
thoughts ?
erh im freaking out here !!
hello ?! UIA ? not my style ! but hell, it's the place that i need to be according to the freaking course i want.
hahaha !!
weird. imagine me. being this 'alim' type. aaaaa im gonna be one of those jellyfishes ive made fun of last time. huh, serves you right ifa, tulahh. gelak ke org lgi. -_-"
im sadd that my bestIESTS of friends are not as close as i hoped to be. oh well. ttap akan rindu korg ! love you all, hopefully we all are always together at heart :)
feels funny doesnt it ? it feels like just yesterday we were all sitting next to each other nodding off our heads in history class or laughing at our teacher said.
gawd, ill miss all those times. sometimes, i dont ever wanna grow up. i wanna stay like this. at that moment. :')
forever and ever, our hearts will be missing those times. it will slowly dim, but it's still there.
till next time folks, ill write my last post before entering uia, then, id probably write even less.
iloveyou, you know ? and i wish my happy ending is already written and secure. one that has you in it. :)
yes ive disappeared fr quite a bit now. the more bored i get, the lesser i write. weird, time tga busy2 tuh, nk jee tulis smtg kat blog neh.
em, blogging is slowly dying i think. haha. yelaahh. yg generasi yg suke blogging smue tga busy ngn studies nowadays kot. ;D
anddd speaking of studies, ive now a path that is certainly mine to be taken ahead of me.
UIA - Foundation studies. in PJ ! and hopefully stays in PJ -_-"
thoughts ?
erh im freaking out here !!
hello ?! UIA ? not my style ! but hell, it's the place that i need to be according to the freaking course i want.
hahaha !!
weird. imagine me. being this 'alim' type. aaaaa im gonna be one of those jellyfishes ive made fun of last time. huh, serves you right ifa, tulahh. gelak ke org lgi. -_-"
im sadd that my bestIESTS of friends are not as close as i hoped to be. oh well. ttap akan rindu korg ! love you all, hopefully we all are always together at heart :)
feels funny doesnt it ? it feels like just yesterday we were all sitting next to each other nodding off our heads in history class or laughing at our teacher said.
gawd, ill miss all those times. sometimes, i dont ever wanna grow up. i wanna stay like this. at that moment. :')
forever and ever, our hearts will be missing those times. it will slowly dim, but it's still there.
till next time folks, ill write my last post before entering uia, then, id probably write even less.
iloveyou, you know ? and i wish my happy ending is already written and secure. one that has you in it. :)
Friday, May 6, 2011
nothing i say feels..right.
upu result ! i got uia, law, what i wanted.
now, this sick lil poison is spreading in me, can i do it ? what if i sucked ? i didnt want this at first. what if i just totally zonked out ?
what if, what if.
Lord, give Your humble servant some courage, faith and strength.
next;
i just want a time to myself, i mean, even with good news, some other dark matter was shoved into my face.
i dont want to care, it's not my problem. what the hell is going on in here ? T.T
i feel kinda lost i guess.
pstu, awk pon jaoh :(
where'd all the love and smiles go ?
now, this sick lil poison is spreading in me, can i do it ? what if i sucked ? i didnt want this at first. what if i just totally zonked out ?
what if, what if.
Lord, give Your humble servant some courage, faith and strength.
next;
i just want a time to myself, i mean, even with good news, some other dark matter was shoved into my face.
i dont want to care, it's not my problem. what the hell is going on in here ? T.T
more;
i am sadd, because we are separated. tak bessnyee timahh sy dh tk same kelas ngn sy.i feel kinda lost i guess.
pstu, awk pon jaoh :(
where'd all the love and smiles go ?
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
please dont be in love with someone else.
emmm, havent babbled fr a quite a while now. i used to go on and on about crap, dont i ? ;)
frstly, apologies, havent introduced the song i posted earlier properly.
that would be He is We - All About Us.
andd, i love it, besides the fact it's a very sweet song and the vocals just wow me, because well, of you. :D
so hows life ?
boringg. even with a drivers license, i have nowhere to go. well hell, i live in small k.trganu. ;p
em now the one thing im looking forward to would be the class party.
oh please pleasee no complications ! ;) i mean, come onnn, i miss all of them weyhh !
ok next,
a lot of movies im wanting to watch.
but somehow, i cant download any. eishhh -___- annoying you know.
em what else ?
oke i have let myself fall so hard. i doubt that it'll be an easy peasy thing to get up again, if anything happens.
i cant help it, it's just everything about you :)
but i still worry. im super paranoid, sorry.
and, well.
im the kind of person that when something impossibly good happens, i am constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. :(
okeyh, that's all i suppose.
title ; a line in taylor swift's enchanted :)
frstly, apologies, havent introduced the song i posted earlier properly.
that would be He is We - All About Us.
andd, i love it, besides the fact it's a very sweet song and the vocals just wow me, because well, of you. :D
so hows life ?
boringg. even with a drivers license, i have nowhere to go. well hell, i live in small k.trganu. ;p
em now the one thing im looking forward to would be the class party.
oh please pleasee no complications ! ;) i mean, come onnn, i miss all of them weyhh !
ok next,
a lot of movies im wanting to watch.
but somehow, i cant download any. eishhh -___- annoying you know.
em what else ?
oke i have let myself fall so hard. i doubt that it'll be an easy peasy thing to get up again, if anything happens.
i cant help it, it's just everything about you :)
but i still worry. im super paranoid, sorry.
and, well.
im the kind of person that when something impossibly good happens, i am constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. :(
okeyh, that's all i suppose.
title ; a line in taylor swift's enchanted :)
Thursday, April 28, 2011
He Is We ft. Aaron Gillespie
Take my hand, I’ll teach you to dance.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright.
The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.
Suddenly, I’m feeling brave.
Don’t know what’s got into me,
Why I feel this way.
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you, real close?
The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s all, all, all, all.
Every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt,
But it’s all about us.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh.
(hey-ey hey)
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all,
It’s all about us.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright.
The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.
Suddenly, I’m feeling brave.
Don’t know what’s got into me,
Why I feel this way.
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you, real close?
The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?
Lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s all, all, all, all.
Every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt,
But it’s all about us.
Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh.
(hey-ey hey)
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all,
It’s all about us.
everytime, i think of you :)
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Al-Fatihah.. :(
ifa ingat dulu mase form 1, ifa tegur arwah izzi, ifa cakap kat dye, kakak ifa pon ifa panggil izy, same la kan ? arwah senyum je, ejaan laen lah.
you were one of the kindest friend i knew.
i remember a couple of times i'd be at the piano while you were playing the drums. then, you were already amazing.
my regret was thinking that with all the time we've got, there would sure be a time where i'll be able to meet you, apologize and talk again after 3 years of not meeting.
losing a friend, close or not, it hurts, because you know that there was that time where you shared a joke, where you smiled at each other, both shared rage, or pain.
to my friends, be strong.
arwah's family, may God give you strength and peace.
Izzi Hanafi Noordin, you were a great person, and as much as we love you, Allah SWT loves you more.
Al-Fatihah, semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.
you were one of the kindest friend i knew.
i remember a couple of times i'd be at the piano while you were playing the drums. then, you were already amazing.
my regret was thinking that with all the time we've got, there would sure be a time where i'll be able to meet you, apologize and talk again after 3 years of not meeting.
losing a friend, close or not, it hurts, because you know that there was that time where you shared a joke, where you smiled at each other, both shared rage, or pain.
to my friends, be strong.
arwah's family, may God give you strength and peace.
Izzi Hanafi Noordin, you were a great person, and as much as we love you, Allah SWT loves you more.
Al-Fatihah, semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.
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