It's a holidayy.
Everybody's psyched to be home.
Not me.
I'd rather be in UIA, not exactly cooped up, able to go anywhere but stay in a room all day.
And of course :)
It's okay. Til next time :(
Ive been telling myself that since a couple days ago. So disappointed.
Next time is still so long to come. Aint it ?
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Being Determined
Hello again 109C :)
yeapppp, im now in uia. hue3
now those 3months feel so short. haha.
im happy and sad i guess. happy to be with friends again, so i wont feel so utterly alone at times.
sad because..
well it's just proof of just how fast time flies.
in about another 3months, i'll be done with foundation, insyaAllah :)
I've arrived here with a new kind of state of mind.
I'm determined, yes, but also at the same time, in kind of an acceptance.
I suppose, I'm growing up ? :)
Starting my Sem 3 life (though it's the second sem for me actually ) with,
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
:)
yeapppp, im now in uia. hue3
now those 3months feel so short. haha.
im happy and sad i guess. happy to be with friends again, so i wont feel so utterly alone at times.
sad because..
well it's just proof of just how fast time flies.
in about another 3months, i'll be done with foundation, insyaAllah :)
I've arrived here with a new kind of state of mind.
I'm determined, yes, but also at the same time, in kind of an acceptance.
I suppose, I'm growing up ? :)
Starting my Sem 3 life (though it's the second sem for me actually ) with,
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
:)
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Before You Hit The Number Twos
Before the first day of this year comes to an end, how bout a lil something to pave on memory lane ?
It's a usual thing, you start to remember about 2011. Funny, how now, you only remember the times that you will treasure, the ones that make you smile, eventhough you had those moments, those sad, dark moments.
It's the end of the year, and all you remember is the good stuff.
Humans, we are prone to find the good in something. It's our nature :)
I'm gonna turn 19 this year. It's amazing and weird. Because I remember when I was thinking, OMG I'm turning 16 this year !
Time flies doesnt it ?
When I was in a moment, thinking ahead, I was like, damnn, that's still soo long ahead. But already, I'm a year closer.
Am I ready ?
Ready for this year, 2012 ?
Ready for the nearing future ?
For whatever that will come hurtling at me this time ?
I can never be ready enough.
I'm ready as I'll ever be.
So for all those, to pass by mangled, but surviving, I have my faith, and strength.
InsyaAllah.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Remember to always start your day with this. Not just to start a year :)
It's a usual thing, you start to remember about 2011. Funny, how now, you only remember the times that you will treasure, the ones that make you smile, eventhough you had those moments, those sad, dark moments.
It's the end of the year, and all you remember is the good stuff.
Humans, we are prone to find the good in something. It's our nature :)
I'm gonna turn 19 this year. It's amazing and weird. Because I remember when I was thinking, OMG I'm turning 16 this year !
Time flies doesnt it ?
When I was in a moment, thinking ahead, I was like, damnn, that's still soo long ahead. But already, I'm a year closer.
Am I ready ?
Ready for this year, 2012 ?
Ready for the nearing future ?
For whatever that will come hurtling at me this time ?
I can never be ready enough.
I'm ready as I'll ever be.
So for all those, to pass by mangled, but surviving, I have my faith, and strength.
InsyaAllah.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Remember to always start your day with this. Not just to start a year :)
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Words cannot express the pain when your heart is crushed :)
Taktahulah, awak nk cover je ke ape ke,
Still, the fact remains same.
Sy bukan awk punye dah, awk pon bukan sy punye dah.
End.
Still, the fact remains same.
Sy bukan awk punye dah, awk pon bukan sy punye dah.
End.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Supposedly insignificant. Supposedly secure.
I used to not care. And suddenly, every damn single thing you do is significant.
Wtf is wrong with me ?
So I had talkdown with myself. I'm letting go.
My therapy : Something wrong - Pain - Breathe in, Breathe out - Patience - Fake a smile
If it's not meant to be, then the world is waiting, right ?
Just so you know, it doesnt mean i stopped loving you.
It means, I love you so much, and thanks to that, I've finally started to love myself.
Breathe.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
He Is We - Skip To The Good Part :D
#SkipToTheGoodPart EP releasing on Dec 20th :)
I never thought I'd find the hands to hold my heart
Whaddya know? We'll skip to the good part
Where we are here and now
What's to come, oh butterflies
I hope these words will give you something to hold onto
I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part
With a kiss, the eyes have gotten everyone say this
"you're my all", cliches I thought I'd
I fall so hard so fast
Based on my past, first love and last
Ring slips on, my eyes are on you
I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part
It hurt when my heart broke for the first time
Kinda shocked that I'm alright
Made you mine now it's time to realize
That I'm never going back, no I'm never going back
To the girl that lacked faith in romance
I'm done let's dance
Keep it up- take a chance
I'm yours
I'm all yours
I give you my love, I give you my heart
Let's skip to the good part
'I do' and a kiss and forever starts
Let's skip to the good part,
I'm so ready, I'm so ready, I'm so ready
Let's skip to the good part
Take my hand and lets get away from this place
Your face is the only thing that I need to be truly happy x3
I'm so ready
I'm so ready
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Oh, I'll Be The One Who'll Break My Heart
Howdy partners :D
So i havent written in a while now. If there's anyone out there reading, my apologies to you. #ceywahbajethawtlak. hehe Joke Joke. I knoww, i sound like a snob. heee
I am currently writing - typing ? - on my sis's bed in our new house. At.. umm Pantai Tok Jembal.
Err, i dont know our address yet. Haha wasnt very much up to knowing everything about this place. I moved here kicking and screaming. Ok not literally. -__-
Anywhoo, I still havent warmed up to the idea of living here. I mean, come onnn, it's a half an hour to the town. And i'm so far from my favourite beach. :( The beach here is pretty, yes. But in the evening, it is swarmed with people from the nearby university - UMT (i wont bother trying to remember what it stands for, im pretty sure it's simple but i just couldnt be bothered) - and believe me, i dont know them, or have seen their faces, but i hate their guts out. hahaha hater alert.
Sorry, shouldnt hate all of them, i know. But the fact that some of them act like the road is theirs just pisses me off. I mean, they're literally walking right in the middle of the road in groups of threes or more. I'll be like driving and just barely stopping myself from sounding the honk and get the pleasure of giving the death stare at their shocked faces.
Everytime I have to use that road, I'll be grumbling to myself.
Ex ;
"OMG get out of the -tuuuttt- way ! Who the -tuuuttt- do they think they are ?"
"Kalau aku langgar korang, korang yg jadi orang penyet. Aku naek Triton, kete aku besoorrr."
"Aku langgar kang kau, lenggang2 depan aku. Ape tengok2 ? Igt pmpuan dok reti bwk kete besor ke haa ?"
And more.
Hehe. I have quite a temper nowadays. Heeheee -__-
Ok enough crapping about people who think they're bigger than my ride. HAHA #biatchalert
The wind here is super strong and cold. I mean i literally have to put on my sweater in the morning and night if i need to go out.
It's so dark, because my area doesnt have street lights yet.
It's quiet because in the row my house is, there's only 3 house with life in it. Andd, the house behind and next to my house are empty. -_-
What's worse, there are 'anjing hutan' around here. - I dont know about you, but a wolf's image comes to my mind when i hear that word. HAHA
Okay i have ranted enough. More crap coming soon :D
So i havent written in a while now. If there's anyone out there reading, my apologies to you. #ceywahbajethawtlak. hehe Joke Joke. I knoww, i sound like a snob. heee
I am currently writing - typing ? - on my sis's bed in our new house. At.. umm Pantai Tok Jembal.
Err, i dont know our address yet. Haha wasnt very much up to knowing everything about this place. I moved here kicking and screaming. Ok not literally. -__-
Anywhoo, I still havent warmed up to the idea of living here. I mean, come onnn, it's a half an hour to the town. And i'm so far from my favourite beach. :( The beach here is pretty, yes. But in the evening, it is swarmed with people from the nearby university - UMT (i wont bother trying to remember what it stands for, im pretty sure it's simple but i just couldnt be bothered) - and believe me, i dont know them, or have seen their faces, but i hate their guts out. hahaha hater alert.
Sorry, shouldnt hate all of them, i know. But the fact that some of them act like the road is theirs just pisses me off. I mean, they're literally walking right in the middle of the road in groups of threes or more. I'll be like driving and just barely stopping myself from sounding the honk and get the pleasure of giving the death stare at their shocked faces.
Everytime I have to use that road, I'll be grumbling to myself.
Ex ;
"OMG get out of the -tuuuttt- way ! Who the -tuuuttt- do they think they are ?"
"Kalau aku langgar korang, korang yg jadi orang penyet. Aku naek Triton, kete aku besoorrr."
"Aku langgar kang kau, lenggang2 depan aku. Ape tengok2 ? Igt pmpuan dok reti bwk kete besor ke haa ?"
And more.
Hehe. I have quite a temper nowadays. Heeheee -__-
Ok enough crapping about people who think they're bigger than my ride. HAHA #biatchalert
The wind here is super strong and cold. I mean i literally have to put on my sweater in the morning and night if i need to go out.
It's so dark, because my area doesnt have street lights yet.
It's quiet because in the row my house is, there's only 3 house with life in it. Andd, the house behind and next to my house are empty. -_-
What's worse, there are 'anjing hutan' around here. - I dont know about you, but a wolf's image comes to my mind when i hear that word. HAHA
Okay i have ranted enough. More crap coming soon :D
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