seventeen and going legal.

just now having no extra class, i went back early.
i had to follow my mom to my dad's aunt's jamuan raya + majlis kesyukuran.
while i was there, my mom talked with with two women, i stood by, not really listening until one of the women addressed me.

ibu ; haa yg neh yg nak exam neh.

makcik ; ohh, UPSR ke dik?

me ; eh taklaa, SPM.

makcik ; oohhh. blaja sungguh ehh.

me ; (senyum tak ikhlas)

ookaayyy . firstly, UPSR is OVER, and i'm not that short. ;(
adeyhh, makcik, naseb than sabar, tak tunjuk nmpk touchy2 hehehe

sedeyhnyee, saya nmpk mcm kanak2 ribena lagi T.T

to build up walls again.

It is time to forget you.
I am tired of thinking of you,
For I only end up crying.
I don't want to miss you,
For I will feel utterly alone.
I have given up on deciding,
For I kept feeling distracted.

Like I said, it is time to forget you,
And you to forget me.
Distance kills as well as silence and unsaid words.
I'm just tired of caring for you but not knowing if it's the best for both of us.

- braced my self for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known.

Just so we're clear,
Ifa is very extremely superbly busy and gonna lay off onlining for now.
I'm sorry that my last post had to be this distressing,
apparently I just fill distressed right now.

A Fine Frenzy

You must know of the groans when a load of papers are placed on your desks. those papers are giving me a total headache ! I feel like swooning over just by the sight of them. even as i typed these words i felt sick -- the images are scarred in my mind forever T.T

Anyways, due to the workload and the books, i have not touched the piano for about a week now which is pretty rare. even irra noticed it. she says it's shocking. hm, i think playing could actually cure this headache the papers are giving me ;D


To end,
Few verses from a song i like coz the piano part is lovely . :)


Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy


So you're gone and i'm haunted
And i bet you are just fine
Did i make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life


Well i'd thought i never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be


So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

with the opening of school, us form fivers received our trial results.
dpat -- 2A-, 5A, 3B.

sdeyhh !

im such a freaking loser !

org laen dapat gempakk :(

i've gotta get my head down from the clouds, study ifa study ! ;)

kejadian2 menarik ;

tadi teacher rabaah bagi ktorg coklattt

PATCHI ! alaaa, lamee tak makannn :D
lame tk mntk abah beli,,

stickernyee saye sukeee,  nak lagiii sticker dyee :(

Tell me what you want to hear

Current ; School school !
It's time to really stuff my face into books T.T  - not looking forward to that, but very in need of it :)

people ! let's be kiasu together now !

emm ?

i dont get what my heart says about you.




huh,
i think my words are too flowery nowadays. i need to lay off all those classic novels, but screw that, jane eyre is my all time fave classic novel ;)
i'm still waiting for abah to get me jane austen's pride and prejudice original version ! i love how these classic authors write :)




title ; secrets - one republic

Cutie :)

Kad raye kad raye ! <3
Yeayy dapat kad raye gak this year, i missed times when i used to get more than 10 :) --mase kechik2 dulu aa. skg pakai taip semuee iyee ;D


Thanx abg asyraf!

Thanx Nor Syazwani sayanggg !! ;)

ala, rindunyee wanie :'(
azam after spm ; JUPE WANI !! <3

i am missing many people currently, weiirrdd :)


-- this particular sentence in the song love the way you lie had been repeating itself in my head for two days;
don't you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk

Introducing Me.

 Ala, comelnyee lagu nehh,

im not so much a fan of camp rock, but these song is just soo sweet!

nick jonas singing with guitar ? ala, cairrrr :D

Introducing Me - Nick Jonas

I'm, I'm good at wasting time,
I think lyrics need to rhyme,
And you're not asking,
But I'm tryin' to grow a mustache.

I eat cheese,
But only on pizza, Please,
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla,
Otherwise it smells like feet to me.

And I,
I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail,
And I love it when you say,
My na-e-a-e-ame.


Chorus
If you wanna know,
Here it goes,
Gonna tell you theres,
A part of me for show,
If we're close gonna let you see,
Everything,
But Remember that you asked for it.

I'm tryin' t'do my best to impress,
But it's easier to let you take a guess,
At the rest,
But you wanna hear what
Lives in my brain, My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your Perusing,
At times Confusing,
Slightly Amusing,
Introducing Me.

Do Do, Do Do Do Do Do,
La Da Da Da, La Da Da Da Da Da Da Da

I never,
Trust a dog to watch my food,
And I like to use the word dude,
As a noun, Or an adverb
Or an adjective.

And I, I Never,
Really been into cars,
I like really cool guitars,
And Superheroes,
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em.

I love the sound of violins,
And makin' someone Smi-e-i-e-ile.

-Chorus-

Well you probably know more than you ever wanted too,
So be careful when you ask next ti-e-i-e-ime.

So...

-Chorus-

Do Do, Do Do Do Do Do,
Introducing me...