the little things you do to me.

So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up

This aint just a thing that you give up give up

Don’t you say that I’d be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, without you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

Watch Your Step.

why ifa why ?
cant you think twice before typing something on fb ?
cant you see that something in that sentence would just create more problems ?
and now, you're stuck in this situation. sucks, doesnt it ?

dear you,
i keep wondering how you bear with me. because it's oh-so-clear,
i dont deserve you. :(

case of too much ketupat.

ifa tak wish lagi kan ?
eh ke dah ? takpe lah pon. nk wish skali lagi :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYE !

Ampun maaf dipinta atas segale dose, slah silap ifa kat smue.

Halalkan makan minum ifa, perkataan ifa, klu ade trase hati, maafkn ifa.

mybe sgje,

terlalu ikutkn hati, jadi gitulahh.

Em, berseronoklah beraye, jgn lupe dunie lah ;)

why wait ?

if you're already planning to not stick around,

leave me now,

so i wont keep on hoping you'll still be there.

let's play pretend.

when i was little, it was so easy to play pretend.
i'd just close my eyes, and i'll be a warrior princess on a dark horse with glowing eyes and blazing mane, battling a dark scaled dragon which breaths green fire.
or i'll be a girl pretending to be the most powerful human in a realm that could be entered only through a mirror with strange designs around it.
it was so easy to pretend.
to escape reality.

what happened to that ?

when i was little, if someone made me sad, i wouldnt think twice about crying.
i would just tell the world that i'm sad, not letting that person off the hook.
i wouldnt feel so hurt inside, i wouldnt have to cross my arms and tighten my grip around myself to stop that unbearable pain in my heart.
i wouldnt have to hold myself so i wouldnt fall apart.

it was so simpler to be happy back then.

what happened to that ?

more importantly, what happened to me ?

when you're so mad that you could cry

There are 4 types of people.
People who get mad easily, but cool off fast.
People who dont get mad easily, but takes a while to cool off.
People who gets mad easily and takes a while to cool off.
and People who dont get mad easily and cools off pretty fast.

I usually fall into the first category.
I get mad so fast you dont have time to spell mad, but after a while im all better.
BUT,
depends what or who im mad at.

what i hate about being mad is that one moment im so bloody mad, the next i feel like bursting into tears - hence the reason why i cool off fast i guess.
sometimes, yeah, i guess i keep the hurt inside so yeahh some people i havent forgiven completely.

but i tire of getting mad.
im tired of the tears.
of the heartache.
so i want to stop.
can i just be like, cold inside or sumtin' ?

cause, i dont know. suddenly im just so tired.

Sumpah, Dryer Blok C is in love with me ;D

everyone's all set and ready to head home tomorrow. oopps, today.
except me.
i havent packed a thing.
ive just started my laundry day which btw, is supposed to be thursday evening, but apparently, people are so jealous of my schedule, they decided to intervene with my divine schedule.
there was a line longer than one that would be infront of the movies when Harry Potter 7 just came out.
see my exaggeration ? that's because im pretty much peeved by having to do laundry in the middle of the night when i should be snug in my bed and typing about some other stuff. ;D
but, i always say everything happens for a reason.
had i been in the mood to follow both my friends to do my laundry a little earlier, the Dryer would still be unable to perform its job.
and i've just gone down a few minutes ago, and guess what, Mr. Dryer's working fiiiinnnneee.
so Sitti and Fira, still dont believe me when i say that the Dryer simply loves me ?
;)

yes, you can make a conclusion that i'm that bored of waiting fr my turn in line that i am actually talking about this on my blog.
pathetic, yes.
but, it's my freaking riding boots ur in buster ;)